October 2019
Wykin Community Park
I speak Japanesewhile they spitat us -
iya, chigau yo
a room full of dollswatches as our handscome apart, glitteredin sweat & guiltysilence.
They hide from their mothershere, immaculately dressed& dirty mouthed.
Appearances are easywhen nobody careswhat's inside.
kagayaki to kagayaki
( I can'tlook you in the eye )
Approximations of babiesobserve. They spitwhite foamfrom their mouthswhich you swallownot wanting tolook weak.
They mean tohurt usso I weird them out.
Glass eyes lingeron the gaijin.
We possess ourselvesin the spiritof their hate
like ghosts,or girlsfrom comicbooks –
watashitachi gakireidattara ioni
(why do you always look down?)
Their saliva darkensin your hair.